Is that you can always build a success story from its ashes. I tell my kids all the time, “Mistakes are your best teachers,” because I believe that to be true.
As I count down the days until the first Camp Makearoo (five! there are five!), I could look at the small number of people who registered and count that as a failure. I quit freelancing in January to build an empire, and, well, the empire is pretty small right now. And not (yet) financially sustainable.
I think even a year ago, I’d have packed it in. Given up. Wallowed. I’d have felt embarrassed when people asked me how many registrations I have (four! I have four! I wanted 50). I’d have launched something else, hitched my wagon to yet another star.
But here’s the thing. The four brave souls who did step up and register for the very first Camp Makearoo are going to get an awesome experience. Time well spent. Dreams deepened. Friendships made. Lessons learned in the safety of our merry band of weirdos. They’re going to have unparalleled one-on-one attention from people whose life work is to support those of us who dream big and take risks. Because this thing isn’t about me; it’s about them. And it’s about you.
I have about six emails sitting in my inbox that remain unanswered due to a family emergency this week. Emails thanking me for inspiring the sender to get off their butts and start making cool shit. This is why I do what I do. Sure, I want to–and plan to–earn a great living supporting creative people in their endeavors while also pursuing my own creative dreams. I see Makearoo as a win-win proposition, and hearing from you guys keeps me going, reminds me that I’m on the right path.
If I quit now, or even six months from now, what does that get you? It shows that when the going gets rough, you quit. That big dreams aren’t worth nurturing and fighting for. That the starving artist myth is true. I don’t want that for you any more than I want it for me.
And so this Friday, I’m gonna rock this thing like a hurricane. We’re going to laugh and share and stretch and learn and know, to our core, that our most deeply held creative dreams are worth pursuing and with the proper attention and unfailing belief, they will come true, in ways even brighter and more unexpected than we’d hoped. If you’d like to join us, there’s still time. Get in touch and we’ll make it happen. I’ll also be announcing a fall event soon after this one, so if you’re kicking yourself for missing the first camp, there will be others.
Because I’m going to keep going, and writing about the growth of Makearoo so you can all see how it happens, how to learn from mistakes and missteps and detours and triumphs. How to sift through advice and expertise and find your way to things that feel authentic for yourself. And I’m going to bust that starving artist myth wide open, because as with most things in life, I think it’s only as true as we want it to be, both individually and collectively.
To those of you who are following along and even letting me know how you’re changing and stepping up right along with me: thank you. Let’s get down to the business of making cool shit and sharing it with the world. Because as long as we’re trying and caring, we can’t fail. We can only grow.

oh, yeah, keep on truckin’!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think what you are doing is great and hope you don’t give up. It doesn’t sound like a failure to me, just the first small step in a big adventure. Although there is no chance of me attending (it is out of my price range and out of my country) I still think it is such a good idea that I am following the blog anyway. I hope you have fun, I think a small group will be really great for your first time around.
Indre – I’m not just truckin’, I’m HAULIN’ ASS! :)
Crinkled – Thank you for writing. I’m honored to have you along for the ride. I will be offering e-courses and seminars so people like you can participate in mini-Makearoo events, too! More on those after Camp Makearoo.
Reading this made me so happy. Because I’ve had nearly the exact same experience in the very recent future, and I, too, decided not to give up! You ARE rockin’ it like a hurricane and I am so very glad to have you in my circle of beautiful, inspiring people. Wishing you much fun and laughter this weekend!
Katrina, we are truly kindred spirits. I get such value out of every one of your newsletters. Every. Single. One. I read that book about kayaking around Lake Superior when I was laid up with a broken leg ten years ago, and never forgot it! You’re the first person I know who’s ever mentioned it. We live on an awesome wavelength. I’m glad you’re not giving up, either. That’s been my theme over the past several days. I think my lesson right now is: Don’t freak out over every perceived crisis/hurdle/glitch, and don’t quit. Don’t doubt your path. It’s a great path. Thank you for replying and sharing a bit of your story here. I look forward to seeing yours unfold and to having you at a camp one day SOON. Much love xoxo